Lately, I haven’t felt the same. I’ve been overly emotional and ridiculously coldhearted. I did one of the worst things I have ever done, ever. I feel so guilty, and I just want him to know that I’m sorry. Sometimes I make mistakes, horrible mistakes, but I don’t mean to follow through with them. There is no way to go back and fix what I did, but I want to apologize for it. No person deserves to be ignored or felt unwanted.. Especially not such an amazing person.
I just want for him to know I’m sorry.
Sometimes things bother me. Sometimes things escalate into something they shouldn’t have. I find that I have always kept things to myself for a reason. I should just continue with keeping these things to myself, avoid conflicts, and be happy.
Baby beluga in the… Sweet baby!
I wanted to write about the incredibly positive events which have occurred within the last few days.. but since this is on my mind now, I’ll get it over with first. I try so hard to think my actions through, but there are instances where I fail to do so. At times I react on impulse and regret not taking the extra second to think it through. It’s these actions that I always look back on and think I could have done better. It’s when I don’t think, that I hurt people and come off as rude, impulsive, shallow, etc. I just want to express how sorry I am for doing and saying these things that are done with careless thinking.